alot on my mind
hm~ a lot happen yesterday so~~ much drama AND I LIKE DRAMA O__O so since i have a lot on my mind i couldn't sleep last night i think i should write it all out ... note it might sound confusing XD
OK the story all happen like on Monday...i think but all came out yesterday. My friend A and B(B is not my friend B is just in my second period class) was hanging out by my locker, A is my best friend since first year (we are both second years now). They all was hanging out by my locker because i was late in getting there, but as i was getting my stuff i saw in the corner of my eye B was hugging A from the back which i thought was weird because that's what a girl and a boy do (A and B is both girls) but i didn't think nothing of it but as day went on B always come when A and me was going to lunch. B talking with A while i wait for A to get done but when i wait like 2 step away looking around i see A and B hold hand across from each other, still didn't think nothing of it. But as i was thinking back to myself B is going out with C (a dude in my 2nd ,1st period and homeroom class which is also my fake uncle). Because A and C don't have classes together she wouldn't know that C was talking with his friend saying that he go out with B. ( a little history about A and C : they both knew each other since 5th grade). so i told A that C and B was going out she was not surprise since everyone knew they were. but my thing if B was going out with C why didn't she say that she didn't like him instead of leading him on??. So i think on Tuesday after school ( i wasn't there heard about it) something happen C found out that B was going out with A and as B was getting in the car C called her a b**** and called her a player. So i put it together that why on Wednesday C was siting away from her i finally got the courage to ask(I'm really really quite in school think like the manga "kimi ni todoke")on Friday why wasn't he siting next to her. he said cause "she a b****". Then he sat next to me i really don't talk to him much he talk to me. But in 1st period (still the same Friday) in class we had to pair up he wanted me to be in his group he also mess with my glasses, then in second like i said early he sat next to me giving each other answers and saying that i am smart (I'm kinda use to that tho cause everyone say i am but if they knew me I'm really slow XDD ). but i am think to myself is he using me to make his ex upset? cause it seem that way but i think that B already don't like me really cause I'm close to A and sense that i don't really like her nor hate her.hm~ but if i sense that C is trying to like me i don't really know how to tell him cause i don't like him that way i think hes funny and nice but he not my type and because i get like super quite with people i don't know i cant be frank with him like how i am really is either ~__~ so much on my mind.
is that all i need to write if it is i do feel better thank you for reading this i would like to hear feed back if u can
here are the main points with some others:
-just found out that my friend is Bi (even tho she was talking badly about them like a week earlier )
-have a sense of someone hating me now
-have a person that i think is using me or not
-seeing that my whole school is like turning Bi (both my best friends are)
-need an Asian BF none at my school tho ;__;
-need a movie
OK the story all happen like on Monday...i think but all came out yesterday. My friend A and B(B is not my friend B is just in my second period class) was hanging out by my locker, A is my best friend since first year (we are both second years now). They all was hanging out by my locker because i was late in getting there, but as i was getting my stuff i saw in the corner of my eye B was hugging A from the back which i thought was weird because that's what a girl and a boy do (A and B is both girls) but i didn't think nothing of it but as day went on B always come when A and me was going to lunch. B talking with A while i wait for A to get done but when i wait like 2 step away looking around i see A and B hold hand across from each other, still didn't think nothing of it. But as i was thinking back to myself B is going out with C (a dude in my 2nd ,1st period and homeroom class which is also my fake uncle). Because A and C don't have classes together she wouldn't know that C was talking with his friend saying that he go out with B. ( a little history about A and C : they both knew each other since 5th grade). so i told A that C and B was going out she was not surprise since everyone knew they were. but my thing if B was going out with C why didn't she say that she didn't like him instead of leading him on??. So i think on Tuesday after school ( i wasn't there heard about it) something happen C found out that B was going out with A and as B was getting in the car C called her a b**** and called her a player. So i put it together that why on Wednesday C was siting away from her i finally got the courage to ask(I'm really really quite in school think like the manga "kimi ni todoke")on Friday why wasn't he siting next to her. he said cause "she a b****". Then he sat next to me i really don't talk to him much he talk to me. But in 1st period (still the same Friday) in class we had to pair up he wanted me to be in his group he also mess with my glasses, then in second like i said early he sat next to me giving each other answers and saying that i am smart (I'm kinda use to that tho cause everyone say i am but if they knew me I'm really slow XDD ). but i am think to myself is he using me to make his ex upset? cause it seem that way but i think that B already don't like me really cause I'm close to A and sense that i don't really like her nor hate her.hm~ but if i sense that C is trying to like me i don't really know how to tell him cause i don't like him that way i think hes funny and nice but he not my type and because i get like super quite with people i don't know i cant be frank with him like how i am really is either ~__~ so much on my mind.
is that all i need to write if it is i do feel better thank you for reading this i would like to hear feed back if u can
here are the main points with some others:
-just found out that my friend is Bi (even tho she was talking badly about them like a week earlier )
-have a sense of someone hating me now
-have a person that i think is using me or not
-seeing that my whole school is like turning Bi (both my best friends are)
-need an Asian BF none at my school tho ;__;
-need a movie