Zach sent me a rather long e-mail saying that he was more hurt than mad at me 'cause he thought that I was mad at him for talking about Misty... No... Accually I'd like to meet her 'cause he's happy and I want to meet the person who made him happy... I love hearing about her 'casue he has a happy tone all of the time! But yeah I want hime to be ( Read more... )

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I'm scared... But why? I was walking around all night and I haven't eaten all day. I don't feel good and everyone hates me. Including me. I feel all alone and I don't want to be alone. I want someone to talk to and I don't want Zach to hate me anymore. he's just ignoring me and I hate it. And Zach if youre reading this, your hoodie is at Kiesha and ( Read more... )

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Tears of hurt
Tears if pain
Tears of blood.

years of hurt
years of pain
years of blood tricling down my vain.

fears of hurt
fears of pain
fears of losing you in the darness of night.

It's not good and I haven't finished it yet but yeah I thought of it in class a couple of days ago, or yesterday.... something like that.

I feel like shit... I was talking to Dan and he said that Zach said Hi but I don't know if I can believe that 'cause he pretty much told me that he hates me and I don't want him to but I can't change that 'cause it's his mind not mine. It sucks. I wish I could just be friends with him again but I can't. I told him that I want my hoodie back too. I ( Read more... )

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why was I put on this earth? All I do is piss people off and then hate myself because of it. I don't even know what's going on now... All I know is Zach thinks that I'm not happy for him for getting married to Misty but I am! At first I thought he didn't know her well enough and he needed to think about it more. But then I realized that he really ( Read more... )

wow that is one fucked up family there lol i must really love you green_squall! lol