well it seems that some of my closest friends are deciding that a literal slap in the face is what is needed to bring some sense into me... I'm not a fuckin' donkey. I'm not a fuckin' slave. You might be some of my closest friends but it seems that at times the line is crossed as to slapping and making me hurt. And just because I've turned into ( Read more... )

fuck all this bullshit, fuck Kiari, that bitch is gonna get what's coming to her. So yeah.... I'm tired of taking it and then having mercy whe I'm about to get payback. Well, eat shit and die.

So the bitch wants to play games? the war is fucking on. Fucking whore will pay with blood and more suffering than she ever will fucking feel in her entire pathetic life. Payback will be a bitch and there will be no mercy on her when I got her by the balls this time.

So I did the christian thing to do and made peace. It is sometimes hard to do the right thing for God but I felt in my heart that I had to do it as much as I did not feel like forgiving him. So at least now I feel at peace although my guard will not be let down. He sends his regards.

I thought the war had ended. But obviously it has just began. There is much taht I have learned and much that I should be learning. I shouldn't have cussed. On a lighter note I got rejected, it was interesting, I felt like my friendship with her grew because of her rejecting me and we went to hang out afterwards (this was at like 11 pm) 'til ( Read more... )

yeah I'm back, and yeah, I read fully some of the latest entries, not all, I mean I've been gone for a while but yeah... fuck... today sucked ass... yeah, nothing happened I'm still stuck at home waiting for Christian's call, I should've taken the motherfucking bus. Fucking bullshit, I bet he forgot about me. Well, goodnight, Im' gonna go listen ( Read more... )

and so it begins... you all know what this means

describes my mood, a roller coaster, at one point happy and glad, at the other well... depressed, but either way there is something missing, and I feel empty, I hope that this isn't what describes me, and for those familiar witht he song: yeah I took off a verse ( Read more... )

I can see the ground... fuck... this is gonna be bad

"YES THEY DESERVE TO DIE!! AND I HOPE THEY BURN IN HELL!!" - Dave Chapelle as Samuel L. Jackson ( Read more... )