I'm in a lot of pain, my back's been hurting for a couple of years but it's never hurt as bad as this, it's so bad that it even hurts to breathe.  These last couple of weeks I've been reflecting a lot on my life, I havent' really been myself at all and it's begining to haunt me, I've built a wall around me so no one at all can see how I really look ( Read more... )

Answer honestly to this question, and for God's fucking sake it's a rule that when people read this they have to comment. My question/situation: You have something you want to say, you know if you say what you want to say it will fuck things up, however if you dont' then things will remain the same, they way you want it to remain, but you will ( Read more... )

nevermind, I won't post it.

I'm in pain, for the last couple of days my knees have been hurting like hell for some fucking reason, oh yeah and to make things to much fucking worse I have a tournament tomorrow, oh well, I'm going there to have fun anyway, but I hate competing when I'm not in shape to compete, on other news I hate my dad, fucking asshole is a hypocrite and a ( Read more... )

Comment Goddammit!!  Well, now that I got that point accross, I would like to talk about my day, awesome day, but I feel disgusted at humanity right now, I just saw the movie "SAW" and I have to say that this is the most disturbing movie I have ever seen, I am disgusted at how sickening people can be, and really I'm sad at seeing how people don't ( Read more... )

Okay my LJ sucks, technology sucks, read the next entry, I'm gonna try to put another update

SlipKnoT - Duality ( Read more... )

Okay it's time for americans to celebrate what they are thankful for, funny how they started off by bringing the Native Americans to a thanksgiving meal and said thanks and then stole their land, and they stole our land too. But there are things I am thankful for, and I gotta list them all, it's probably not gonna be a long list, but here it is ( Read more... )

hello everyone, well I have nothing much to write about other than happy bday to my g/f, anyways, yeah, i hope she's having a nice day and that she knows she's in my thoguhts, luv ya babe. But yeah anyways, today was cool, I got slammed and now my back hurts like a motherfucker, well, I'm remodeling my room, gotta make it look all nice, and cool ( Read more... )

Okay, u guys wanna see how influenced I am by music? Here's a song by Tool called Message To Harry Manback, the song is pretty much a scene of a phone message that's pretty much one of the most well done threats I've ever heard, awesome song, all calm to a piano beat and then you hear someone talking on the phone and saying how he is gonna kill ( Read more... )