dude.... i hate it when things fit and it says heylook this situation sux balls spolets rub it in your fucking face....yea adam came over were were hanging out dnlding shit and he dnlds some shit i didnt pay attention and its awsome i even tol gigi that after last night today was awsome we were just being friends i love it when were like that i ( Read more... )

so yea adam calls me up outs no whgere talking bout being bored and blah blah blah... so i needed a ride home and it all seemedto be good so we decide to go see aeon flux....good movie.... well when we get back to my house (mind u its 2:30 and he has to beup for work at 6:30) so were saying our goodbyes and he starts playing with my hair and he ( Read more... )

what exactly clasifies u as a "bad person" what moral standards do "most people" live by... is there some point at wich weather u think its right or rong its still rong.... is there a limit to the maddness that people put others through... can justice reallly be brought to all those who have done rong to others in their lives...does what we do now ( Read more... )

everything went as well as i could have hoped i got reallly high and reallly full i guess thats kewl im reallly looking foward to posibly getting drunk with margaret brian chad and collin.... ive always had a little crush on collin....hehe....i doubt anything will even posibly come of it but it will still be fun to play around.... but theres fire ( Read more... )

i cant think of anyhting more terrifying than my family together... i hate holidays so much... we all act nice and pretend not to be angry and then the drunkeness sets in and all hell breaks loose why cant i have a semi-normal family i mean i love them all but god damn they need to layt off the prozac and try being normal for once... yea i smoke ( Read more... )

i cant feel anything....everything is spinning all the time...i dont want to sleeep but i dont want to be awake. i want to be alone but i cant stand the lonliness.... i dont know whats going on i feel like theres a whril pool inside of me and the more i try to grasp reality it spins faster.... i dont knwo if this is just random babbleing from ( Read more... )

i have pics on my myspace www.myspace.com/malkavians_gift... some new pics of me yeayaaahhh!!!!lol........life sux then u die...fuck the world lets get high..... HAHA!!!!!! smoke more care less

i had a great birthday weekend i played hookie from skewl and work on friday, went out with adam, i had a 1 cerfew cuz we had family coming in but my mom called me at like 11:30 " i just wanted to wish you a happy birthday, alright ill see you some time tommorow".... dude sahe told me not to come home thats crazy... ummm adam went to work and i ( Read more... )

5 days untill my b-day