tomorrow is almost here
Concrete Angel
Martina McBride
She walks to school with the lunch she packed,
Nobody knows what she's holdin back,
Wearin the same dress she wore yesterday,
She hides the bruises with a linen and lace ohhh,
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask,
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask,
Bearin' the burden of a secret storm,
Sometimes she wishes she was never born,
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone,
In a world that she can't rise above,
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved,
Concrete angel,
Somebody cries in the middle of the night,
The neighbors hear but they turn out the lights,
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate,
When mornin' comes it'll be too late,
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone,
In a world that she can't rise above,
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel
A statue stands in a shaded place,
An angel girl with an upturned face,
Her name is written on a polished rock,
A broken heart that the world forgot,
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone,
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved,
Concrete angel
In about 22 hours I'll regain my sanity, my confidence, and a calm and clear head. Though I'm sure I'll still be incredibly stressed. There is so much stuff to learn. All the ingredients that go into the food, the abbreviations for everything on the menu, and all the different wines. I have less than a week on some of them. I'm going crazy. I made flash cards but I still have so much stuff to learn. Joey says I'll do fine. I hope so. :0/ I'm not good with tests and stuff, I stress out too much then fumble them pretty bad.
I really just need Bill. This has been the worst week and I'm feeling so down and out. Mainly 'cause I haven't been able to sleep much and because he's been gone and for some reason this week I'm really emotional. I really love being so moody. :0/
Plus with everything else that's happened this week my leg hurts really bad. My muscle in my ankle and my calf are cramping up and it hurts to walk or just sit somewhere. It's not constant though, it just spasms, and hell if I know what's wrong with it or what I did.
Everything will be better tomorrow. I just have to make it through the day.