i choose not to title this because im not sure how to...i mean what is this i feel...i constricted by words i have no understanding...life fills the void of its boredom with humans...so what are we suppose to fill that void with for us as individuals?...i dont know...school, love, sex, t.v., movies, music, work, or nothing all together...how can ( Read more... )

well i guess i could take the time to update all the people of the world about my life...well things are a little crazy...not really bad but confusing...i just dont know what to do...well i know what i would like to do but there is always a complication...some reason why i cant and the first one is really big one but oh well the show must go on...* ( Read more... )

i laugh at all of you that had to go to school today...you wanna know why...because i didnt...hahaha.. i is so cunning...well hope all of you examinees have fun...god being a senior is cool...well lets see my day has been alright i guess...cant really complain...got up, went out to eat, went to the avenues, got some stuff(spent about $130), relaxed ( Read more... )

now thats a very good line from William Blake..."The Second Coming"...quite interesting if i do say so myself...and i do say so...muwhaha...well nothing much is going on right now...kinda bored...got lots of shit to do for college and all that fun stuff...i just love doing that shit(NOT!)...it all gives me a headache but at least i get a brake from ( Read more... )

everything is going good...nothing really is new...gotta go to work soon that about it...food is good...man do i like to rant...lol...well i dont have much to say...but hopfully things this week turn out good...well bye

i dont know....i just dont...everyone lies...its our nature...its instinct to do so, even if its just to get out of even the littlest of problems, just so you dont have to get blamed or hurt someone elses feelings...if everyone has done it then it just makes you wonder how many FUCKING times its been done to your face and you didnt know it...it ( Read more... )

well ive finally seen where ive been going wrong all this time...im fucking stupid...why would i do that to myself...it just doesnt make sense...oh wait i know why..its because of who i am..isnt it...how could i think i would have ever had a chance...it just doesnt make sense all i want it to do is make sense and for things to be easy and go my way ( Read more... )

god being bored sucks...i thought i might have been able to do something today but i was turned down in a sense...life is pretty hard sometimes...things never seem to go my way...i like a girl, she likes someone else...it's a harsh world to be living in when things are like that...it would be nice but it just doesnt seem to be working out(well i ( Read more... )

honestly i cant be sure where i stand...life tends to be this uncontrollable force that just cant be stopped...i want it to...i need a break from it all...i ache and hurt all over...work is long and boring...school is just boring...what are we to do with our lives when it is over for us all...what happens next?...how will things go?...will i ever ( Read more... )

this early in the morning people of a higher mind set would be sleeping...others, like ourselves, tend to be up for no reason at all just doing nothing for no purpose other than to but up...see look at me...i'm up...what am i doing nothing...what purpose does this have to me...nothing...why am i still typing because i dont really having anything ( Read more... )