today i deleted my facebook account because i think it's stupid and i had no use for it. i was close to deleting my myspace account as well because i think it's stupid sometimes too. the only reason i didn't was because there are a few people that i sporadically keep in contact with through myspace and myspace alone. i am going through something ( Read more... )

i don't know what the hell i was dreaming about last night (shut up dannie cuz i know you're going to say i was dreaming about khaki lmao) but i woke up in the middle of the night hissing and snarling and kicking my legs. it was fucking freaky and no i didn't eat anything weird before going to bed, either. i kinda remember in my dream that i ( Read more... )

i really don't have a lot to update on...this are stagnant once again. i'm still going insane at work, i hate it. and some days i just absolutely HATE dealing with people and having to listen to their bullshit. gah. my patience wears extremely thin these days and i find myself looking forward to the approaching winter. this is very, very ( Read more... )

so i decided to take pics of all my 13 tattoos and post them cuz i get asked what they all are and where they are all located and it's just easier this way instead of trying to describe them all. so here they all are, in order of when i got them...i also put the location for those that are curious and/or can't tell where they are located. sorry ( Read more... )

let’s try this again, shall we ( Read more... )

at the beginning of the month i went over to gaylord to have a sleep study done to see if i had sleep apnea. well i got my results back on thursday and it turns out i don't have sleep apnea which is good, but i'm always plagued with daytime fatigue. so what was the doctor's solution? basically, put me on speed. she didn't want to prescribe ( Read more... )

so i had follow up surgery on my eye yesterday. yeah. it was 100 times worse than last week. i'll break it down for you: i had to get lasering done on my left eye to control some abnormal blood vessels that started "sprouting" in my periphial vision. if these blood vessels started leaking i would go blind, so yeah do the laser i don't wanna be ( Read more... )

goodbye

so i think i've decided it does not pay to be nice in the long run. it just doesn't. at least not for me. so the only thing for me to do is to become the female version of House and be a complete asshole (or for those that like to stereotype, bitch) to everyone. ok, so not everyone. i would never treat my friends like that. but the people ( Read more... )

so the needle is going into my eye this afternoon. and those fuckers don't give you anything but numbing drops for that shit. what the hell. if i mace myself before i go in they can't do it so i'm keeping that as an option if i freak out too badly. i don't want this. i'm going to throw up just thinking about it. it really freaks me out. ( Read more... )