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[helogoodbye_kel]

What I noticed is the fact that nobody starts to care, unless something wrong is going on. I won't die people, so please stop worrying about me. I'm in control of my mind and body.

A List of food that will neevr be looked at in the same way again: 1. Cuban Sandwhiches

Comments

[anonymous]

If you don't care what other people think, then how come your past like 20 entries have been about your so-called bulemia? It shows that all you want is attention and you have resorted to negative attention, your choice. People would stop bothering you about it if you stopped talking about it all the time.

[helogoodbye_kel]

and who the hell would you be?

[enchantedblood]

kelley, im not mad at you anymore. its your decision. im here if you need to talk. im going through the same things still... <3

[helogoodbye_kel]

thanks, you have no idea how much that means to me

you.

[anonymous]

kelley you listen to me and you listen good. are you so careless to think that eating is a weakness and you have to throw up your food to be satisfied with yourself??? do you ever stop and think about what youre sacrificeing by makeing the choice of throwing up your food? yes thats right...a choice. you dont have an eating disorder kelley, not unless you want to. and frankly i think your choice is ignorant and thoughtless. you need to wake up because suzy is right when she says your life is on the line. whatever if you arent gonna pay any attention to me. but if youre seriously doing this because you dont like your self image, then take a second and think about what youre doing. youre destroying it. if you lose weight by throwing up your meals....you wont look pretty. you will look disgusting. youll be pale and sick looking. you will always have people looking at you with disgust instead of what you are attempting to acheive. if you want to be thinner, WORK FOR IT. your not weak for eating....youre weak for resorting to gagging

Re: you.

[helogoodbye_kel]

I dont know whats been wrong with me lately, it doesnt seem like im the same person anymore, i used to be all happy and junk, and then tonight after reading all these comments ive been thinking. People do care, im just too blind and ignorent to understand and see it, it doesnt seem like people cared for me really, but i guess now they do, Maybe its just high school, stress but i cant really blame it on something because after all its me. I love you guys for caring, i just wish it seemed that everyone cared yet i know they do, ugh i just dont know. I know what im doing is wrong. So therefore, ill just stop, i know its not as simple as that but its only been a few days so i have room for perfection and to fix my issues. I dont want my life going down the drain, it just kills me to see that i wont do anything with it. I need to though. Thanks loren and suzy and samantha, it really means alot to me and i hope yall take into consideration what i say. Just think yall basically changed someones life.

[anonymous]

im sorry Kelley, ive always been worried about you, especially after the first time you did this... please just look at all these people telling you all this stuff about you needing to quit doing all this and even though your telling all of us not to, we still tell you to just stop, dont tell us that we arent b/c we really are... your saying that no one cared b4 but we did we really did... look at how many friends are here for you, just take a glance at how your friends are so worried about you, then youll understand that people are here helping you... Loren is completely right about your self image too, just dont, your gorgous Kelley, you really are, and were just telling you all this b/c we luv u... xoxo-suzy