numb..............................

[helples_paradox]

just about sums up how i feel lately. wrapped in a cocoon of hopelessness, everyday is just a blur and nothing ever really gets through to me. i try to feel but nothing really works. sex and substance abuse just momentary distractions before i'm bored again. books suck me in, make me forget everything around me, but i still don't feel like i should

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[dizzy88]

take care

[helples_paradox]

thanks, I'm trying. *hugs*