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Jan 21, 2006 15:28

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anonymous January 21 2006, 20:33:04 UTC

I think they don't care..they can't see I'm okay, I guess it's my falut cuz I act happy 24/7. I'm so scared of people not liking me if I act like I feel,so I just try to smile to make them happy.

When I am near my friends I think, gezz I wish they knew about everything,mabey they could help me.

Also I wish I could find more resons to live, the only one I can think of is b/c of my littel brother. I have a great life, but I dwell way to much. I just..I can't help it.

anonymous January 22 2006, 07:41:42 UTC

I try my hardest to be strong for everyone else, never letting them see how torn up inside I really am. I only blurt it out on my journal... and even then I hold back so much from everyone who reads.

Nobody knows how much I'm falling apart inside... I don't even think I do.

I hope he never leaves me and were together forever... I think if I lost him... I don't think I'd ever trust ever again... I love him. I really do. I'm so scared.

anonymous January 23 2006, 22:26:46 UTC

I sometimes think that my boyfriend is ugly and that his cousins and brothers are hot.

anonymous January 23 2006, 22:46:32 UTC

I like having conversations about poop. Lol.

anonymous January 29 2006, 04:24:19 UTC

i really sometimes think i should end my life. that no one would really care if i did. if i was gone. i want to so bad sometimes but the feeling goes away. i think i should go get help. but i don't want to.

helples_suicide January 29 2006, 04:26:08 UTC

there are is a great number of people that would notice if u were gone. i would notice for sure and iw ould be extremly upset and wou;dnt kno what to do without u around<3
you are a great person no matter what happens with ne thing
im always here for you
and you should go and talk to someone