everything in its right place.....

[helpmefrommyslf]

so i went up north today and it couldn't have been a more perfect visit. it felt right this time and i felt like a part of the living, breathing organism that is life up there. there was no guilt when i left this time because i feel like this time that i am finally using to become whole and healthy is going to benefit everyone involved someday.

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[ludicn]

I completely know what you mean.... whenever I consciously reach a pinnacle of happiness, that's the second that things head downhill.... (I say consciously because sometimes it takes me a while to realize it... I'm like "wait... hang on a sec... I haven't had anything bad happen for like 3 months! I'm pretty happy right now! then within 24 hours BAM!)

[helpmefrommyslf]

jesus christ! was that a jinx? did you just jinx me? 24 hours....

[ludicn]

haha oh no! that absolutely wasn't my intention....