i have a mid-term in the a.m. and an essay due so.....let's fuck around online, talk on the phone, pretend to do work around the house, arrrrrrrrrrhhhhhh

check out the new incubus video for megalomaniac. powerful imagery addressing the blood for oil view of the war in iraq including dancing/flying hitler with bird wings, stalin, atomic bombs exploding, and a preacher preaching to his flock from the "buy-bull"......http://www.

the one reason why it took me so long to set up an account here was because i knew that it would turn into a place for me to bitch......and who wants to read that ( Read more... )

i shouldn't complain, i had so many great days in a row. more than i can ever remember there being consecutively. at least the less desirable days are spreading out and should be easier to handle. i thought i was on some sort of lucky streak, things finally looking up, feeling hopeful ( Read more... )

when i first started going to out alone (coffee, movies, etc) it was incredibly intimidating and i hated it but forced myself because i thought it was conducive to good mental health. now when i go out i absolutely love it. the whole idea of autonomy and not having your entire being intertwined with someone else is incredibly liberating. when you ( Read more... )

it is a lazy saturday afternoon. endless possibilities but i am stuck to this computer for some reason. years a go i heard johnny depp say that television was the glass teat of our nation's youth. i never watch tv (actually, i doubt i would be considered a member of any YOUTH group) but the computer..i could sit here for hours, it is the new teat ( Read more... )

i am trying to complete 6 units in five weeks. it is pretty intense. it would have been a better idea to take some sort of fluff class but instead i am taking political science and logic. i am spending twenty hours a week in class. this week i had two tests and an essay. i got one test and the essay back today and i received and A on each. i love ( Read more... )

why is it that when i am feeling well my grief creeps back stronger than ever? a friend told me that i have been on a path of self destruction because i want to punish myself because i am still alive when she is not....is it guilt? is guilt what keeps me from my "personal legend"? i don't ever want to act like her death didn't affect me to the core ( Read more... )

i am so excited that i woke up before 9am all on my own. there is so much left to do before THE RETURN! three weeks is a long time, will it be the same? will it be better? i have a LIST as well as some personal grooming (such as tweezing my eyebrows) that have to be done today. maybe i will just say screw it and go see if there are any good movies ( Read more... )

i am one broke girl. does anyone have figure 8, either/or and roman candle that they can burn for me? i have some cds i can burn in exchange OR i could pay for the cdr. let me know.
in other news, my brief period of isolation is coming to an end. high-fives to sharing a bed.