how THE FUCK did i become part of this equationreginas_reignJanuary 5 2005, 08:42:03 UTC
So Children, the moral of the story is:
When a guy who barely knows who you are has his mom contact you while hes in jail and asks you to write him, and you spend hours out of your surprisingly busy college schedule to do so, and less than a month after he gets out hes already back to being a selfish prick, starts to break promises, is a bad freind and you Still stick around - he contacts you and is fucked up on Three (count em, one, two, THREE) drugs (one being ridiculously fucking dangerous) and mentions something about perhaps not being alive the next day and you end up staying awake for two hours trying to find out if hes okay, and then spend another half hour crying yourself to sleep out of worry and angry, and he doesnt even call the next day ...its time to flip him the bird, and hope for the best.
just in case you didnt understand the first time...
Re: how THE FUCK did i become part of this equationhelpmehollywoodJanuary 5 2005, 21:56:18 UTC
life is so hard..... and you arent helping a bit, you impatient person you. youd think someone that 'cares' about a friend wouldnt give up so easily in.... a month? A FUCKIN MONTH?!?!? thats all you'll give me? maybe im not the one who's selfish. focus on your own problems instead of projecting them on someone who has plenty of his own. thanks alot.
no. you didnt let me help you. ive been down this road before, my dear little addict. If you think by being a friend i can sit here and watch you fuck up your life, then okay. but i cant do that. maybe i expect too mcuh out of you, but thats how i am. I'm sorry im upset with you, and making things harder for you. But i dont live life rubbing someone on the back while crossing my fingers that theyll somehow Snap Out Of It. It hurts too much. Like I said, ive been here before and watching you relapse will destroy me too.
Re: how THE FUCK did i become part of this equationreginas_reignJanuary 6 2005, 08:16:35 UTC
and ps justin:
I love you dearly, and i always will No Matter What! I will Never stop bein here for you, never. I'm sorry life sucks for you right now, and im just sorry for everything.
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the moral of the story is:
When a guy who barely knows who you are has his mom contact you while hes in jail and asks you to write him, and you spend hours out of your surprisingly busy college schedule to do so, and less than a month after he gets out hes already back to being a selfish prick, starts to break promises, is a bad freind and you Still stick around - he contacts you and is fucked up on Three (count em, one, two, THREE) drugs (one being ridiculously fucking dangerous) and mentions something about perhaps not being alive the next day and you end up staying awake for two hours trying to find out if hes okay, and then spend another half hour crying yourself to sleep out of worry and angry, and he doesnt even call the next day ...its time to flip him the bird, and hope for the best.
just in case you didnt understand the first time...
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ive been down this road before, my dear little addict. If you think by being a friend i can sit here and watch you fuck up your life, then okay. but i cant do that. maybe i expect too mcuh out of you, but thats how i am. I'm sorry im upset with you, and making things harder for you. But i dont live life rubbing someone on the back while crossing my fingers that theyll somehow Snap Out Of It. It hurts too much.
Like I said, ive been here before and watching you relapse will destroy me too.
is that what you want?
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I love you dearly, and i always will No Matter What! I will Never stop bein here for you, never. I'm sorry life sucks for you right now, and im just sorry for everything.
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