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the doctor says I have extreme sinusitis, which is causing the sinus head pressure. i'm on antibiotics and decongestants and i feel like a car hit me, i'm so weak. the one thing that's making me feel better is this fucking movie trailer Phil showed me.http://www.apple

see this trailer, it looks fucking crazy.

http://www.themoviebox.net/movies/ 2004/STUVWXYZ/Saw/trailer.html

Entertaining day to say the least. Pinto and I sat outside and checked out girls and gave commentary on the "Anti-Tiburon" security guard I hate. We laughed and talked about the upcoming presidential election and an overwhelming feeling of being okay just came over me. I realized John Kerry would win. And Bush would lose and cry. We arranged ( Read more... )

I am so fucking tired of being afraid about every little weird thing with my body. I've had this weird pressure in my head before. Even the little vein in my forehead was pulsing a bit, and then went away. I reside in the people's response of it being nothing more than sinus pressure or sinus related. I fear the worst though, because I'm ( Read more... )

I began proceedings to quit the lab today, so I can move on to the office Friday. I think Phil is silently mad at me for quitting so abruptly. I don't blame him. It is an irresponsible thing I'm doing and the poor guy is gonna have to pull the Friday night shift by himself. I can always tell when he's quietly mad at me. It's cool, he'll forget ( Read more... )

I am falling head over heels for Fractal of the SuicideGirls

P_is_for_Danger and I found a bootleg copy of THE STEPFORD WIVES and I watched some of it. Now, sans the actual content of the film so far, I've become entranced with the sole quality of it being a bootleg copy. The grain is knocked down a few generations, making it look like 80s trash video (a la Superstar by Todd Haynes) and hence I think that' ( Read more... )

Usually it's no more than old people and people who read GUIDEPOSTS magazine that'll use the phrase "...when life gives you lemons, make lemonade." It's one of those phrases that's so over-used and trite that it has surpassed its own whored nature of being the most overused catch phrase by an audience of senior citizens. That makes it public ( Read more... )

But someone might hold a gun to my head and give me the option between seeing black for a fleeting moment or attending a yoga class, during this, my thesis year.