so birthdays are supposted ot be fun and loving and warm and all about me. but mine was cold rainy and miserable (with the exception of the rays of sunshines {ryan,shan,bails,kerri & the 4's}) but other than that i felt alone and so distant...like dead distant....

well happy 18th to me

DISCLAIMER: This is how I feel. If you don't like it I'm sorry, but this is how I feel.Well, with that being said:

I feel like i have no one to talk to, it has to be a girl, she has to be able to keep a secret or 12, i hafta to have a trust w/ them...i have no one here who fits uinder those...

I wish Kerri was up.....she'd understand me

I ( Read more... )

so i went to go to the bathroom & on my way back i went to go see how Luaren & Heather's room looked. & it was really bright & smelled nice ( Read more... )

Yeah so, my parents just left....it was nice seeing them again but, they were fighting amongst themselves...w/e nothing new...so we redid my room b/c i dont have a roommate woooo! I'm so exciteid i have my own private suite!

So i got my presents from my family...I got:

• posters (jessica simpson/a beach scene/johnny depp/orlando bloom/puss in boots ( Read more... )

yea so...

i failed my first test...french, i go a 52...im gonna fail outta college..wont that be fun, the first in my family to go to college right after highschool fails out horribly, but i can correct my test and get a few extra points (8) so then i wont fail w/ a 52 ill fail w/ a 60...

i dont kno if i see a mojor improvement... so not only do i ( Read more... )

so i had like a really bad..week

• i gained 7 pounds
• my roommates moving out
• my roommates not movin out
• i cant find anyone else to be my roommate
• my parents sn has come a community sn

REASONS WHY I LOVE YOU!

1) beautiful
2) pretty
3) sexy
4) nice
5) kind
6) u love me for me
7) good at things (wink)
8) fun to be around
9) make me happy
10) told me not to do stupid stuff- i would have been in not good shape if i have never meet u
11) talented
12) gorgeuos
13) HOT- great body- I luv it!
God I lvoe him! idk wut i would do w/o him ( Read more... )

okay like w/e I'm just trying to help n u have to like completely show me up. w/e fine be like that...n/e way ( Read more... )

so some people are mean, but idk if they mean 2 be or not, but w/e ( Read more... )