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helsatodd

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May 16, 2005 03:18

camel lights. walking down olive. my best friend. grande iced caffe mocha with soy milk, no whip. death cab for cutie. windows down. sprinkling. highway. haunted car stereo striking back. running stop signs in the middle of nowhere. 65 miles per hour down belmont. "six feet under." more cigarettes. sitting in my bedroom window. this is the summer ( Read more... )

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youwanttoknow May 16 2005, 14:51:48 UTC

go to school somewhere, move out
its very necessary to get and and do this

helsatodd May 16 2005, 21:01:33 UTC

That's what I plan on doing. I'm getting my general ed out of the way at community college and then moving north - San Francisco, Portland, Redding, Seattle.
Somewhere out of the valley.

youwanttoknow May 16 2005, 23:12:09 UTC

do you talk all "so cal" or however its spelled
i love that shit

helsatodd May 17 2005, 00:47:15 UTC

Fuck no. Not "the valley" by LA.
I live in the San [WAW-KEEN] Valley. It's a dump in the middle of California. All of the smog from LA and San Francisco filters down into it. Smoking is healthier than breathing the air.

And I consider myself more Norcal than Socal - pines by the beach, mountains, forests, rain, Hella. All Norcal associated.
California is stupid.

themindofcas May 16 2005, 16:06:33 UTC

Todd, you are so awesome.
Im glad I know you even if it's through an lj.com

helsatodd May 17 2005, 00:47:44 UTC

no im not.

themindofcas May 17 2005, 03:29:26 UTC

No you are, trust me.
Right now at this very moment, im not thinking I am very awesome-and maybe thats where you are, maybe not, but I assure you that you are. I dont just say things.

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helsatodd May 16 2005, 21:06:45 UTC

I was supposed to move out of my parents' place like 6 months and move in with my Grandma. It would've worked out great, because she was alone, has a big house, and wouldn't be so nosey about where I am. She trusts me. And I love my Grandma to death.
I get along with my sister April, and that's because she moved out when I was 6.

Henry Rollins? Am I supposed to trash around to the music? I'm too inhibited to do that.

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every5thsunday May 16 2005, 17:20:12 UTC

i feel the same way man, but sometimes it cools down, i know youre not into realtionships, as most anyoen really should be at our age, but sometimes its worth it. but dont feel the need to go search, it comes to you, which is annoying but at the same time a blast

helsatodd May 16 2005, 21:08:59 UTC

The relationship thing is very long story. Very long and complicated.
I haven't given up on going with my male instincts and hunting down a partner. If someone is interested and I might be interested, so be it. Let them come.
I don't have time, patience, or energy for any of that.

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helsatodd May 16 2005, 21:09:28 UTC

added back due to awesomeness.