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Perhaps if I slept from now to the party I'll be rested enough.
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I can't eat. I can't put another tablet in my mouth. I'll have to force myself before the party starts, but...I want Kenya back. He isn't answering my texts or my calls now. I wonder if something happened to his cell phone. We've never gone this long apart before, at least not before we fed one another. I'm not breaking my promise.
I'm conflicted, though. I should just go home now, even though Kenya will punish me for letting myself go this far when he sees me. But I don't want to miss the party, or explain to Ryou or Sadaharu why I skipped out on it. Especially since this is a party for Sadaharu...I really don't want to miss it.
If I stuff myself full of tablets beforehand I should be fine. Right. Its only four more days. Four more days, and I can leave and rest at home.
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I can't eat. I can't put another tablet in my mouth. I'll have to force myself before the party starts, but...I want Kenya back. He isn't answering my texts or my calls now. I wonder if something happened to his cell phone. We've never gone this long apart before, at least not before we fed one another. I'm not breaking my promise.
I'm conflicted, though. I should just go home now, even though Kenya will punish me for letting myself go this far when he sees me. But I don't want to miss the party, or explain to Ryou or Sadaharu why I skipped out on it. Especially since this is a party for Sadaharu...I really don't want to miss it.
If I stuff myself full of tablets beforehand I should be fine. Right. Its only four more days. Four more days, and I can leave and rest at home.