.i got a bike and rid of my car [for the most part ( Read more... )

learn to be more cautious helyn.

roadtrip was indescribable. daft punk was incredible.
but now i must return to reality and realize that i have a ton to do before new york.

fall is here, hear the yell. back to school, ring the bell. brand new shoes, walking blues. climb the fence, books and pens. i can tell that we are going to be friends. yes I can tell that we are going to be friends. walk with me sydnie lee through the park and by the tree. we can rest upon the ground and look at all the bugs we've found. safely ( Read more... )

"totally megaBUHdrunk"
-quote of the evening.
i wish elena were here.
ELENA!!!! WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?

someone is mowing across the street, and the smell is so pungent that when i went outside, it smelled like someone made the hugest sandwich with lettuce and tomato available.
basically, peter wants to say hello:

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peyton came over yesterday and brought with him a precious little kitty. we named him peter diver and i am officially the owner of a cat. i've never had my own pet before, which is strange enough, but i've also never lived in the same house as a cat.
he's so lively and curious and playful. he pretty much is amazing.
i hope i turn out to be an okay

i analyzed a five line email today for at least 45 seconds. thats a long time to read and scour an email that short.
then, i read "and you danced as daisies fell down from the sky"
i literally almost started cry-smiling.

"laughter through tears is my favorite emotion."

nerves nerves nerves

i stood there, complete in myself: whole, we talked, and i said what i thought. he did not understand, but he listened, and liked me. i thought, a year ago i would have been thrilled with sheer amazement, sheer joy, if i knew i would stand here with him and have him love me. but now i smiled with impersonal tenderness ( Read more... )

he is mad and he is having dinner.