I'm so excited for this Bono thing on Wednesday! Hopefully I don't get my hopes up for nothing...but talking about these world issues really gets me feeling involved! hah...I wanna make a difference..did that sound totally cheesey? *yes*

I was thinking about the past again...everything is somehow so clear
I miss how things used to be, at the time it didn't seem so good
But now I want it back..

..the sad thing is, I'm not even really looking forward to my birthday and I haven't put up the Hallloween decorations yet...

I trusted you...I trusted you with the little secrets...the ones that didn't really matter But then I was lured in and told you everything...why do I always believe you? You're the kind of person who is always trying to make yourself feel better about the shit you've done...

I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE IT WHEN IT ALL GOES TO THEIR HEAD...

AND I HATE THIS WEATHER RIGHT NOW!!

on a happier note, my birthday is in 13 dayyys!! About that driver's manual thingy...

I don't know how to put these pieces together
They're scattered...an unfinished puzzle
unsevereable bonds
Are broken...forever?
They ask themselves is it forever?
But change is an irreversable thing that undoes
Even the strongest
They think to themselves is this who I am?
was that who I was?
It is up to them to choose...
Change will follow

What a wonderfully wasted day! I love how I procrastinate...

"So much to do, so much time...Do it later.."

yes! What a great motto

October is slipping by..

It rained today for the first time in forever
I missed the sound
I needed the "refreshment"

Yeah..who spends like four hours at the mall and buys one shirt? Shows how indecisive I am...

I dreamed about him again..

You really don't go with her..I'm sorry but it's the truth. You just can't seem to see it

omg...I feel so stupid but like everything in life, I can relate to Harry Potter to everything...seriously I think me and harry are like soulmates...hahaha

I was so blind! jeez..

p.s. :) According to Adrianna, asking for starburts is a secret..hahha

So today was really good. Except it was really embarrassing cause I did one of those stupid things that the teachers pets do and the whole class yells at them..lol but I was like cracking up.

I just learned to laugh at my mistakes.

and I slur my words together...errr I realized that :0 *embarrassed face* hah, I don't know how to do those on