been having some sort of 'attack' all day....can't seem to catch my breath. it's like i've been kicked in the chest. this happened shortly after i got up this morning. it came on slowly. it's better when i'm sleeping. to me, it feels like asthma, but my inhaler didn't do dick, and it's not too severe, and it's so long-lasting ( Read more... )

got my nipples pierced. it didn't hurt much while it was being done (felt like being bitten a tad too hard is all)....but lemme tell you....cleaning them, that hurts. damnit it hurts. and the other night, while shaving my legs, one of them started bleeding. nothing like bleeding from your nipples. it would have made a funny picture, though ( Read more... )

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ah fuck. so i've been fighting with my mother since the thursday before mother's day ( Read more... )

i'm a free agent once again. this time, though, i think i'm going to keep it that way, at least for a while. i'm done with dating men i wanna 'fix'....it's draining, and even when they change, it's never enough to satisfy me. i'd rather hold out for someone who's already who i want to be with. odd how this is such a novel concept for me ( Read more... )

was planning on an evening out tonight. see some friends i never see enough..maybe have a drink or two...you know, the usual ( Read more... )

agh. sometimes i wonder if i'd be better off just severing all human contact. my instincts are good, but i still hesitate to listen to them (a pity ( Read more... )

so i'm at a crossroads...and i could use some advice if any of you out there care to give it ( Read more... )

so for those who don't know yet, i never moved to boston. i hated it there and turned back before irreversible damage was done. i barely escaped that place alive! that place really, really sucks. big, hairy, donkey balls ( Read more... )

in boston now, trying deparately to find a place...and a job....i'm so stressed i could scream. i'm to see 2 apartments tonight. the one i saw last night i liked, i may just take it. i've got to meet with a umass advisor to go over my transcripts and place me in classes early tomorrow...then i've got an interview at 4 with a chiroprater. god, i ( Read more... )