*sigh ( Read more... )

silent screams of frustration are ringing my ears. i am awakening into a dismal and grey reality. far paler than i had expected. i lay in my bitter confusion, sore with the ache of lies.

i am sorry for those i hurt along my journey for peace of mind. sometimes while struggling upwards you end up pulling people down with you, or breaking their back ( Read more... )

exerpt from Thompson's "A Defense Of Abortion ( Read more... )

if my taste seems scattered here, you ought to see my old cd collection ( Read more... )

agh.so i've come to the conclusion recently that my "best friend" really does not deserve that title. kinda sad, really.

i've been steady by his side since we were like 16. fell absolutely in love with his personality. he was so unique. still is. he had such a different perspective than everyone else around me. he seemed so open, and so free. had ( Read more... )

so it can be concluded that i suck at life, though maybe not at love or friendship. as of right now i have put people close to me over my getting a car, my getting a job, my schoolwork, my family/housework, my finances, my sustanance and sleep. but meh, that's me. i don't know if i'll ever get my priorities str8....if that's what i indeed need to

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*yawn ( Read more... )

maybe it's a bad idea to tell your girlfriend you wanted to screw another girl "really bad" and then blow off explaining yourself to go get drunk ( Read more... )

BRIGHT EYES LYRICS ( Read more... )