I can't play legato...I dont' know why but I"m getting REALLY frustrated about it.

I'm going to be posting for the next 20 minutes because I don't want to leave the house until 7am (Take note, again, that the clock is WRONG WRONG WRONG ( Read more... )

I discovered today that when things go wrong, for me at least, they go really WRONG. And on the flip side of that when things go well they REALLY go well. It's a do or die situation I've found out and today is one of those day's where everything seems to be going wrong, yet I'm maintaining that happy go lucky attitude.

And I'd like to mention that ( Read more... )

So today I thought I was out of tune for 95 percent of this gig, but then when I got home I realized it wasn't me. I second guessed myself the ENTIRE time we performed and I thought I was completely off pitch, I mean I thought I was in another key for goodness sakes.

I was SO self conscious about it that when I got home I practice in front of my ( Read more... )

You know, every time I look at that LJ time I notice that it's wrong. I'm pretty sure it's because my computer's clock is off an hour, so actually it's 7:30am. Why won't it let me fix it? It's starting to bother me in a wearing two different types of socks sort of way.

It's vacation/break, why do I keep getting up so early? I woke up today at 6: ( Read more... )

NO ONE should ever have to get up at 8am, on a saturday!!!! But that's just how I feel.

Random Side Note: I always forget that LJ has the Rich Text format so I always end up typing in that stupid, out-of-date HTML format. LOOK now I can do italics and bold and underline! Fasinating isn't it?

SO I've lost 10 pounds. Go me! To lessen the excitment, I ( Read more... )

I'm hungry...but I can't eat.

Going to bed before I do something drastic, like eat.

First things first, LJ updated...weird. I sort of feel like a 12 year old girl useing LJ now because of the ENORMOUS font and, what is this...Arial? Maybe Arial BOLD?! Who knows. None the less, I'm sure it'll grow on me ( Read more... )

I just realized something, some people have an ease at getting up on stage because they are capable of leting go of some alterego-esque deal. In some cases, they're lieing to themselves to force a different stance and different outlook on life ( Read more... )

My clarinets are broken because I am a 10 year old little pubecent boy uncapable of treating them like an adult would. And by that I mean they fell out of my case and onto the floor. I'm sad, this is me sad, depressed LONELY. Now I have to play on the school horn which I'm not REALLY excited about because I like my horn and I would rather play on ( Read more... )