I've got the whole world of moving-across-the-country-from-everyone-that-I-know-and-love anguish to take advantage of, but of all of it, the thing that is really really getting to me, that I'm really upset and fixated on, is incredibly stupid, like smack me in the face and tell me to grow up stupid. Go figure ( Read more... )

I'm in Portland right now looking for a house and it is incredibly frustrating and I just really really want to have a place to live taken care of so that I don't have to worry about it. Also it's looking like I might not be able to make it to see the TAB crowd before I leave for Portland and while I will see them at Sara's wedding, that really ( Read more... )

I think maybe 75%-90% of the work that I'm paid for is stuff that becomes obsolete almost as soon as it's completed and so never actually makes it past files saved on my computer. This week's exercise in futility involved spending like at least a solid 24 hours creating letters to people. I've been working on them for over a week, and when I got ( Read more... )

I swear, I would be so much better at getting to work/school in the morning if I could go there naked (or undies-only). Sometimes having to find something clean and appropriate is just too much ( Read more... )

I have written so many half-entries. Each time I come back to write another half-entry it asks if I want to restore from a saved draft. But I haven't posted anything in ages ( Read more... )

I have had just the best few days ( Read more... )

If I don't get in this year, I'll reapply next year. Maybe if I keep telling myself that, I will stop getting so nervous when I see other people finding out they got into grad school or when I look at grad cafe and UMD's psych department (different department than I'm going for but still) has released a series of mass rejections and University of ( Read more... )

The people in the offices directly to my left and directly to my right are having a telephone conversation with each other, both on speakerphone.

This is a The Office moment.

Mannnnn I miss when Buffy was all everyone getting possessed by hyena demons and eating the principal. Now it's all drama drama drama drama drama ( Read more... )

I need to thicken my skin. I'm going to leave the bubble and get SO MAD at almost everything and it will destroy me.