stressing already. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

lost all motivation this weekend. where did it go? contemplating taking up smoking. seriously, I thought about buying a packet of cigarettes. while sober.

good nye!

god I am shit with my personal life sometimes. I guess it's not really my fault, but still, I would like to figure out what I want and then get it. I guess all I can do is laugh

urrrrrrghhhhhhh

the weekend

again

why???

ummm last night I did some things I told myself I wouldn't for a while...

arghhhhhhhh

I don't know if I'm okay or not...I'm pretty sure I am. I tell myself I'm fine with things, and most of the time I really am. I've just been putting all my energy into uni work and playing music and watching movies and just keeping my mind distracted I guess...and it's been good...I feel more content with myself than I've ever been in my life ( Read more... )

andy's moving out, so I think I'm gonna move into the house on 8th ave with penny, jonno and maddie. man I'm really excited about this. I totally wasn't even thinking about moving out but I think I'm gonna do it! it's such a good house, like two minutes from here...next to maylands traino...with awesome housemates. and $100 a week. I can't pass up ( Read more... )

once I do my tax I'll have over $4500 saved

travel plans must be arrangeddddd

I think I might go to europe in jan/feb to see reece

aw

thanks everyone for yr kind comments! it means a lot to me

this is a dead medium! I feel strange talking to no one in particular ( Read more... )