thought this was odd, and that i had to share it with everyone...

let me just say this, and no, i dont need any comments telling me blah blah blah, cause i already know what everyones gonna say ( Read more... )

it happens yet again, i have a good stretch where i feel fine, then it just goes back downhill and i start convinving myself of lies...

heres a little adivce,

die young and save yourself

thank you

friday ( Read more... )

i cant stop writing, its the only thing thats keeping me from killign someone....i think, honestly, if i left, for good, that it would be a good thing, if my parents are tired of doing things for me and getting nothing back, then if i left, they wouldnt have to worry abotu doin shit for me, no one would have to worry about me pissign them off ( Read more... )

ive made up my mind, i was better off never being born, the end, and nto a goddamn person is gonan change my mind, no matter how better htings get, no matter who tells me what, im gonan stick wit hthis and the fact that EVERYONE i know, would be 20x happier if i wasnt here, i know it for a fact now, jennifer isnt happy with me, my parents arent ( Read more... )

my parents finally caught me, i WANT to make d's, i WANT to not go to college, i WANT to work at walmart, well, you know what i have to say to yall, FUCK YOU, im tired of this shit, ok, im not that good of a student, im working on it, and no im nto gettign enough sleep, but just because i talk on the phone doesnt mean thats why im always tired, i ( Read more... )

i wish i was happy....

friday was the shit, had practice, went to alex's house, we played basketball and played video games and shit, i went to sleep at 6 lol i had NO idea what time it was, then jeremy goes, dude, look, thes suns comign up lol i stayed till about 2 in the afternoon on saturday then jeremy brought me home, i went to school for bp at 415, then we had the ( Read more... )