This is my life...are you ready?
hold out your hand. right infront of you. look at the lines. now put your finger of your other hand at the wrist right where it creases before your palm. now go up. stop at the first line. now for people like tim, your hand is more metaphorical to my life.

There's still a finish line for second best.

Cant stop thinkin bout love oh,

I need huggles ( Read more... )

dear you,
thank you for loving me.

dear lauren and ryan,
sorry I was having a bad night. I LOVE YOU BOTH.
Signed sincerely,
me.

I'm actually completely over whatever sickness I had. no more funny rash. no soar throat. Nothing yay.

didnt sleep well last night but thats normal. had nightmares. I TOLD YOU LAUREN! YOUR ugly SCARY FACE WOULD SCARE ME! heh ( Read more... )

god just FUCK! FUCK YOU! FUCK THIS TOWN! FUCK SCHOOL AND WORK AND DOCTORS AND NEEDLES AND JUST FUCK IT. FUCK CRYING. FUCK LONELINESS. FUCK MISSED ASSIGNMENTS. FUCK TESTS AND CRUSHES AND HALL WAYS AND THESE SHOES.

FUCK TODAY.

uhg. I just wanna be better. my throat hurts so bad that I havent had anything to eat today but asprin and some mac and cheesy to swallow my pill thats supposed to make everything stop hurting. I'm cold, I'm hot, I'm crying, I'm starving, I'm scared, I'm worried, I'm so goddamn tired ( Read more... )

things at home are gettin bad. but most everything outside of the house is wonderful. even school ( Read more... )

I'm home from school because I have strep. I held out as long as I could before I told my mom that my throat hurt. I thought I could just get over it but mom always says if we dont catch strep then it could do some harm to my kidneys or something. I dont know ( Read more... )

I wish Lauren was here today. Today would have been a good Lauren day. 1) I saw our favorite license plate car. 2) I got a new car. and 3) I needed someone to talk to in a way I really only have with her ( Read more... )