i miss mike the most when i'm with his parents. tonight was the aws concert.

wheeler, i met your grandmother. she talked to me for like 10 minutes. she is adorable.

this weekend was a waste of time.

will someone buy me bulletproof, 50 cents new video game, for xmas. i want to pop some caps in some ghetto asses.

I am happy. Truly happy. For the past couple days, i was happy for no reason. I have a reason now. I'm so glad we are talking again. Its not even like we were fighting or anything. We just stopped talking one day. it feels better, now that we are talking again ( Read more... )

I feel awake. Yesterday was probably the happiest day of my junior year. For no reason at all. I woke up on the right side of the bed, i guess ( Read more... )

i wish i had the guts to share what i write in my real journal...it would probably lift a huge weight off my shoulders.

ok. well it has been a year since mikes death tonight. i am not exagerating when i say i have thought about him everyday since he's left us. Mike was amazing. Which is why is sucks that he died, because he wasn't doing anything wrong. Some people's faith became stronger when Mike died, but to be honest, i don't believe in "God" anymore at all. How ( Read more... )

i can't even believe its been a whole fucking year. i miss him so much.

I have something for all of you to do. Go out. Rent Ghost Girl. And watch it.

happy thanksgiving.

is it too early to wish a merry christmas?? yes. it is too early. if you already have your xmas lights up, do me a favor and go get a life.

Okay. Let's start with yesterday, shall we ( Read more... )

First off, I was tagged. Here are 10 things that make me happy (in no particular order ( Read more... )

What a day. I was sick allll day. It kinda stunk. I slept a ton though, and now I feel better. I really don't want to go to schoool tommorrow. I can't wait till vacation. There is too much going on right now. I have too many things to prepare for. I would like very much to take a step back and slow down, but I don't have time. We'll see how things ( Read more... )