ugly but honest.

[her_aurora]

this city is starting to feel more and more like the one I was in before. I have 6 weeks left before I leave, even though I haven't booked my flight yet. I know it will feel weird to not see Ana on a regular basis, to wake up to the river flow and not the distant smell of the sea. It will be awkward not to hear the seagulls as I stagger home with a

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[scratch_vinyl]

If I were to be honest I would have to say that I'm not okay. I think I'm in a loveless relationship. I can't tell if I'm not in love with him or if he's not in love with me. He says I'm emotionally unavailable and he's right. I am never going to be open again. I guess it happens. I broke my computer and that might be it for awhile. I sent it to Minnesota so my dad could fix it. But who knows.

I miss you though.
Sometimes I feel like I need to give it all up and start over.

Xoxox