Oh hon. Oh no. On so many levels... boy do I know that feeling. So many times in my life I've wished I could grab the words and stuff them back into my mouth.
When did you realize you're still in love with him? Ouch.
Somewhere around July when I realized that all the other guys I had been attracted to, or dated, in the past two years were guys who when I met them I had the reaction of: "Boy, he reminds me of Tom."
:(
I just don't even know what to do. I sent him an email that said: "I meant what I said, but didn't mean to say it - I realize that if you felt similarly about me that we'd still be together. I don't want to fuck up our friendship."
No response. Excuse me while I go bang my head against a wall. :( :( :(
Oh crap. But you know what? People feel stuff. And other people (i.e. Tom) have to accept that fact. He can't control it. If he can't handle it, he deserves a smack upside the head.
My point of view is bit jaded at the moment... but it just bugs me when people react to honesty by burying their head in the sand.
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Oh no.
On so many levels... boy do I know that feeling. So many times in my life I've wished I could grab the words and stuff them back into my mouth.
When did you realize you're still in love with him?
Ouch.
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:(
I just don't even know what to do.
I sent him an email that said:
"I meant what I said, but didn't mean to say it - I realize that if you felt similarly about me that we'd still be together. I don't want to fuck up our friendship."
No response.
Excuse me while I go bang my head against a wall.
:( :( :(
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But you know what? People feel stuff. And other people (i.e. Tom) have to accept that fact. He can't control it. If he can't handle it, he deserves a smack upside the head.
My point of view is bit jaded at the moment... but it just bugs me when people react to honesty by burying their head in the sand.
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I don't think your pov is jaded, I feel the same way.
I just wish the loving him part would go away. Then I'd be okay.
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