i have an irrational fear of medicine cabinets. specifically the magnetized doors of medicine cabinets. i feel that if i leave the door to my medicine cabinet open, i will kill myself on it accidentally ( Read more... )

i am going to montana for christmas with zoe! i'm so excited. i've never been anywhere cold. i guess i can't wear flip flops there, right ( Read more... )

it is thanksgiving day and i almost did something amazing at 5:30 this morning. but of course i stopped myself. i am afraid to let myself live because life also means death. so i live in my little box of an apartment and come out only when i absolutely have to. i envy you people who can go on with your lives and not think about the things that i ( Read more... )

yesterday was the worse day of my life. by far ( Read more... )

yeah. right.
i hate boys. they are all the same.
i'm so sick of playing games.
i describe myself as nonchalant and indifferent.
i wish i believed it.

i'm getting old ( Read more... )

i had my first crush party on thursday and it was amazing. we rode a party bus there. everything after that is a blur. it was the most fun i've ever had ( Read more... )

yes, like i said before, i am a happy happy girl. especially after last night ( Read more... )

i'm a happy girl.

happy happy happy.
the undisclosed reason will become more clear in future entries. hopefully.

and i move out in less than 24 hours. yay.

hey, i think i need a picture entry.

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i'm so tired of juggling my time between everyone and everything. i mean i love going out and stuff, but i feel like i never have a moment for myself. every day is planned out for me. i guess those are the perks of being in a sorority ( Read more... )