The moon fights tonight
to outshine the stars
to reach out to our hearts
before the morning starts

The moon fights tonight
to stop us in our tracks
to capture us with its glow
before the moon has to go

The moon fights tonight
to catch both our eyes
stop our busy lives
to help us realize...

...That life is too short
to not enjoy the beauty,
The love, the pain
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I have been contemplating something today... my fear of falling in love. I mean, I cant even imagine what it would be like. Its almost like I have forgotten the feeling. Maybe that is my way of protecting myself. If I sat down and thought about the feeling I once knew... I think I could probably melt into one big puddle of pain. Fall apart... cry ( Read more... )

I feel like the sole survivor of a heavily fatalized train reck. Except the train that perished was running off of alcohol and drugs.... going down down down, and I bailed at the last minute. Then stood there and watched those whom I love perish. The pain I felt as I watched them go down was incredible.. heart renching. My baby brother, my daddy, ( Read more... )

What is it the makes a person to decide to numb the pain with substance? Is it the life they were born into? Their surroundings? Or is it the choices they make? But what if a person knows nothing else than this? No one has shown them that there is any other way of dealing with life. There has been no example for them of a healthy way of dealing ( Read more... )

So I havent had a Livejournal for a long time. I guess because I wasnt ready for the world to know my feelings. But fuck it, life is great. This is me, take it or leave it... I have nothing to hide. Even after everything I have been through.... all the pain the people whom I once loved caused me, I am happy. I have overcome so much. Been through ( Read more... )