1. My best friend's roommate called me Thursday night to let me know he was at Good Samaritan. He had tried to commit suicide. I have no desire to say who he is, what his life story is, why he did it. I was watching Taking Lives at Jared's with Leah when I got the call, and I left to only vomit on the sidewalk and make it another block before I ( Read more... )

I can't ever seem to be able to write what I'm thinking in here anymore.

This morning J. left; he won't be back for four months. He was supposed to have until the end of the week; they had the 16th entered into the computer, but the 12th was in his paperwork. It went from the 20th to the 18th to the 16th, and last night he got a call at 11pm to change to the 11th ( Read more... )

I have the sexiest & most amazing boy ever.

Not to mention the most extraordinary friends of all time.

I need to come home and give all of you big hugs and kisses.

Friday night Min, Kyle, Rahim, and I drove to Turlock(central CA) to train at King's studio. King is an amazing guy; I feel so priviledged to have been tested by him. I'm an orange belt now; it's weird to hear people are talking about how I earned it in eight days and that I'm a natural ( Read more... )

I would do anything to never listen to Metallica ever again.

I should be working, but I need a break. I think that if I finish CABE today, and NCEA and at least half of NABE tomorrow, I should finish the work by the end of the week. I was brought in for this job, and I really want to get all of the work done, but it looks very unlikely right now ( Read more... )

I'm alive. The huge decline in outdoor activity(one me v. thousands of cicadas) is finally ending. Yesterday I enjoyed no cicadas and got some sun on the roof, went to the park with Sam, went to the Olive Garden with her, Jared, and Nick, and watched Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. No one should watch this movie unless they're seriously drunk/ ( Read more... )

Six days of school left. All that's left is review for exams & silliness. Today I reminded the only guy in school that I consider hot about our hot night behind the house and how he was a stallion and sweated all over me. In art Clay & I left our mark in the back room with our personalized stick people &, "C&M Don't be a square."; we took turns ( Read more... )

Last night I gave a friend from work a ride home & got completely lost on the way home(I'd given her a ride before, but I wasn't paying enough attention and figured I could find my way back). I still couldn't tell you exactly where I was, but I was out somewhere with no street lights once so ever & when I decided to go down this little street to ( Read more... )