I'm at my parent's house again because I have like OVER 9000 appointments this week. Ok more like 2. but still. I left my phone at my house in NoPo soooooooooooooooooo F ( Read more... )

my hands are shaking my hands are shaking my hands are shaking
I didn't sleep again last night. I watched the sun come up and then managed to get a few hours in before my mom got mad. Every time I closed my eyes I would fall under the car. over and over. When I actually got up I was having a panic attack for no reason, but that's not uncommon. It ( Read more... )

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I miss arms around me at night, all night, every night
I wake up at the opposite end of the bed. I don't sleep; I nest, I am living a completely different life
I feel like I'm 10 different people and none of them I can be at once and not dissapoint someone I love.

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I want my ODS name to be Io. that is, i, o. Like one of the four moons of Jupiter.That's all.


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right now is a gift. that's why it's called the present.

-kung fu panda.

oh and p.s., I had a catheter shoved up my piss hole last week and it was one of the weirdest and painfulest things ever. Then they pump your bladder full of stuff and you have to pee really bad and are in a lot of pain and have to move around so they can take x-rays and it feels like your insides are being stabbed by knives. And it took me two ( Read more... )

This is a follow up to  my last post

( BUGS )

SPILL.

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