Life works in very strange ways. And you can be accepting of it, and appreciate it's oddities as you would something personally precious. You can run against it and find yourself the victim of what would seem either shit luck or miracles ( Read more... )

I'm reaching my hand out to a dark, insecure alcoholic boy who's only 5 months older than myself.

God help me. He's already dreaming about us.

I'm placing my online persona in haitus for a while. If ever you want to chat, call me.

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Peace.

I have a date with some whiskey and a shy, dark mystery.

It's gotten late and now I want to be alone ( Read more... )

Sissy Spacek came into Julep's at the end of my shift.

It was pretty fuckin' weird.

She's very short.

Meg- I woke up today. The bright morning dew unblossomed. It was your bed I was sitting in, your doorway that herolded me to the busy city street but even that, with its leafy trees and chromatic brick hues, too seemed alive and when I met Charlie the 60 year old real life hippy janitor chick holding a pot pipe in the Pollach zen garden at 6:30 ( Read more... )

On the busride home, staring out the window, mind blank, a voice suddenly sounded, distantly, just inside my ears. It was affectionate, playful... without thinking, I mouthed the word (zeekee) and a once cherished memory came back to me. Strange how these things come back to you, without warning. I haven't thought of that in over a year ( Read more... )

If you should die before me
ask if you can bring a friend
pick a flower, hold your breath
and drift away...

The last of my wine is about to disappear into the thoughts that crowd and pulse at my temples. Just as well. That is what it's there for ( Read more... )

The world was ending and I was giving birth to men with wings. They drifted above the fire and wreckage that had become the earth, while I looked out from a standing, solitary shack, bloody and clutching at my exposed heart. There was a single white thread wrapped tightly around the top of my heart, toward which my hand slowly started descending ( Read more... )