My Love, wasn't enough...
Things have been fantastically tense lately. Sorry about the emo. I beg to put before you emo mental vomit onscreen.
For your protection, the emo has been placed under an LJ cut.
Out on your own, cold and alone again.
Can this be what you really wanted, baby?
Blame it on me, set your guilt free
Nothing can hold you back now
Now that you're gone, feel like myself again
Grieving the things I can't repair and willing
To let you
Blame it on me, set your guilt free
I don't wanna hold you back now, love
I can't change who I am....NOT this time
I won't lie to keep you near me
And in this short life there's no time to waste on giving up
My love wasn't enough.
And you can
Blame it on me, set your guilt free
I don't wanna hold you back now, love.
-Evanescence, The Open Door, Lacrymosa
Why? Why all this crap? S is edging around the peripherals of my vision,and I'm not so sure I don't completely and utterly miss her, warts and all. Argh. She doesn't go away. Then again, neither do I. Not sure that's a bad thing. Gah.
A is being a teetotal ASSHOLE. I'm relatively certain I've never before been told 'fuck you, you fat stupid bitch *slam*' by anyone, let alone someone who knows me almost better than anyone else. I'm trying SO hard to be understanding...and I still love him, but I'm not going to crawl back. I didn't do anything wrong this time, and he needs to get his act together. I really, really, don't like being S and A in this situation, but if it worked for me...
K is a doll, A+ and 5 by 5. Since our car broke down, he's been playing chauffeur.
Happy Friday the Thirteenth.
Happy Father's Day.
The world can go to hell in a handbasket for most of what I care. Excluding those who read this, pretty much, plus my husband.
Oh and the cat. He can stay too.
FINISH EMO! *cute anime post* {tink}
For your protection, the emo has been placed under an LJ cut.
Out on your own, cold and alone again.
Can this be what you really wanted, baby?
Blame it on me, set your guilt free
Nothing can hold you back now
Now that you're gone, feel like myself again
Grieving the things I can't repair and willing
To let you
Blame it on me, set your guilt free
I don't wanna hold you back now, love
I can't change who I am....NOT this time
I won't lie to keep you near me
And in this short life there's no time to waste on giving up
My love wasn't enough.
And you can
Blame it on me, set your guilt free
I don't wanna hold you back now, love.
-Evanescence, The Open Door, Lacrymosa
Why? Why all this crap? S is edging around the peripherals of my vision,and I'm not so sure I don't completely and utterly miss her, warts and all. Argh. She doesn't go away. Then again, neither do I. Not sure that's a bad thing. Gah.
A is being a teetotal ASSHOLE. I'm relatively certain I've never before been told 'fuck you, you fat stupid bitch *slam*' by anyone, let alone someone who knows me almost better than anyone else. I'm trying SO hard to be understanding...and I still love him, but I'm not going to crawl back. I didn't do anything wrong this time, and he needs to get his act together. I really, really, don't like being S and A in this situation, but if it worked for me...
K is a doll, A+ and 5 by 5. Since our car broke down, he's been playing chauffeur.
Happy Friday the Thirteenth.
Happy Father's Day.
The world can go to hell in a handbasket for most of what I care. Excluding those who read this, pretty much, plus my husband.
Oh and the cat. He can stay too.
FINISH EMO! *cute anime post* {tink}