I'm having a tough time today.

I miss you, Meana.

Love, Mom.

I just woke up from a hideously disturbing dream. Ward's been hurt again, I know it. Something's wrong. I haven't thought of him in weeks, and last night he died in my dreams, and his brother blamed me, and now I wake up crying. I miss his friendship...and I worry when I dream like this. I know something's wrong. I hope he's all right. I just wish ( Read more... )

My Personality

Neuroticism

30
Extraversion

87
Openness to Experience

88
Agreeableness

87
Conscientiousness

20
You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy ( Read more... )

I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty
in the moonlight
overthrew you
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Well...I'm finally changing my name next month. It's made me reflect on all the people in my life, all the relationships I've had. I even went looking around on the internet for my exes, oddly enough, to see how they've been doing ( Read more... )

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My site for Deus Rex is finally up. I'm still working on putting the rest of the info up.

Here it is, for all my peeps.

http://deusrexmachina.angelfire.com/

Have fun!

Good evening, Memphis. Allow me first to apologize for this interruption. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any girl. But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone' ( Read more... )

It's funny how
Life turns out
THe odds of faith in the face of doubt
Camera One Closes in
The soundtrack starts the scene begins

We're playing you now.
Oh my god I forgot how bad this hurt.
Just... ow.

I walked around my good intentions ( Read more... )