This post is to let you all know I might not be "around" much for awhile. I got kicked out of my house, for good, yesterday for jumping into my pool from my roof. That apparently pissed my mom off. My dad says I shouldn't be kicked out for such little prank, but he says young men at my age need to move on eventually anyways. Anyways, I'm at my ( Read more... )

Its interesting how even an ocean can't seperate us too much. Her post explains why I felt that anxious creeping feeling rise up again. I hate that feelling because I know what it is, but I can never recognize it. I miss her dearly. This wait is driving me insane, literally. My anxiety attacks are starting to spring up again. I need to get ( Read more... )

I should have warned Eric before I posted, but really...I just kept going. I do suppose I should copy and paste that wonderful piece of writing in my own journal to remind to do what I need to do. Goodnight.

Peace, Grooviness, Love, and Brickness,
Patrick Pan

Dearly fond of a girl for 18 months today.

I saw Wendy off at the airport. I had a terrible dream this morning. I'll have a heartache for awhile, but nothing I can't handle ( Read more... )

I suppose I haven't done "me" post in a long time. Its been a long time since I've actually posted something rather valid. Its been a long time since I've used this things to post my true feelings and thoughts. Though now, its usually a combination of words mixed up into a sentence to create an equally confusing and random thought as myself ( Read more... )

All I'm saying that The Dead were absolutely amazing. So was String Cheese, and Yonder Mountain, and even Dave Matthews was ok for awhiile.

Don't ask, I've seen countless bands.

Thank you for everything, though somethings I can't see it all through the mistyness.

The thought was empowering, but you are ever. so. more.

Dearly fond of a girl for 17 months today.

Well, I got my cap and gown today. Quite ridiculous. Cleaned out my locker. Smiled. I smiled.