i slept for over 10 hours.

[herblackbox]

its been awhile since i've updated anything personal. days have been harsh and the only thing that seems to express my feelings are quotes from differant people or songs that i sing to get threw the day. i guess ill start things off from about three weeks ago. i got a phone call late in the night form a family memeber telling me she tried to kill

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[karmadust]

oh hun, i'm so sorry to hear you're going through that. try and keep your head above water and you'll pull through eventually even though it may not feel like it now. even though i'm far away, i'm here to talk if you ever need an ear.

::hugs::
take care of yourself

[herblackbox]

thank you very much sweety. the same here...

[psychieinadress]

i think its prolly for the best. i mean, i donno, i cant imagine being with someone since i was seventeen. if that had been the case, i would be married to matt, and while i love matt to death, we would have been miserable. sometimes love isnt enough. sometimes people don't grow together, rather, they grow apart.

welcome to club single. im a member. and on most days, im glad.
lets fuckin go out. oriental musuem and booze my lady! LETS DO THIS SHIT!

(my cell is dead for a week so um.. i unno how ill get in touch with everyone... but.. ill be in chicago tomorrow... )

and
i love you <3

[herblackbox]

i work alot, but my number is 630 709 9407.

its weird to just "not be" but im dealing. ::hugs herself::

[herblackbox]

i actually went to see that movie awhile ago, i loved it! thank you for your words lisa.
xox

[d_blut]

there was nothing right about what he said, you know what i mean and i think exploding in japan would rule! yeooow!

[herblackbox]

thanks jake UP.

" there some many lights!!" us in japan.

[d_blut]

no problemo grand ninja advisor. (?)