In a
car outside we stalk the idle kind. If you're leaving just let me know.
Tobacco and peppermint, dusting for fingerprints. A film in her eyes
from the glow. Some rules are made with all intentions to break, and
she defends them with a warped rationale. But I've seen what happens to
the wicked and proud when they decided to try to take on the thrown for
the crown.And we learn as we age we've learned nothing and my body
still aches. and we take cause they give though I love you, and my body
it leaks like a sieve.
When it got cold outside smoke beneath the
playground lights. If you're coming home, just let me know. Sucking on
your breath mint, dissected and stuck with pins. A film in her eyes
from the glow.Concrete and water she's looking for her daughter at
midnight in terrential downpours. And everything I said about how
messed up your head is, its cut up and left in bits and pieces on the
cutting room floor.
Take a picture from off the wall cause you think
that nothing matters. Take a picture from the plane cause it's a long
way to the floor. Cut your finger on the edge because it's sharper than
they told you. Take a leap from out the window cause it's way too far
to go through the door.
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Sorry, thought it was beautiful...so hows everyone
doing?! im great, sorta. lol. nah, im good. everything seems to be
going ok. kinda sucks though bc i want my friends to be all happy and
such with me tooo. you know? watching him isnt good for my mind, or my
sanity, so i shall stop. geo just walked sround and cleaned the
windowish thing in front of me. lol. now it doesnt have finger prints
anymore. hm i dont really know what else to say. im way behind in geos
class. is there anyone who wants to help me out?!
lol. ok so anyway, i hate it when ppl dont realize
what they have. and im not speaking to anyone in particular (this
includes me) but ppl need to look around and enjoy things...
that sounds so dumb and this will too...but i think
we all need to slow down and stop for just a second. tell someone you
love them. smell a flower. find a shape in a cloud. then you can go
back to work. i dunno, ive just been thinking bc everythings been so
hectic since i started going here, ive neglected everything. esp my
family. :-\
theres one person i wish could read this, but they
cant. i mean, dont you realize when youre lettting something so amazing
slide through your fingers???