well , i think things are getting better ( Read more... )

im inlove with this guy ( Read more... )

i miss having that feeling of him holding me.
or just having someone there.
i've been holding back for so long now ,
it's just killing me inside.

birthdays fucking suck for me , really ( Read more... )

so this morning we went to the mass. && the rain sucks ( Read more... )

i just realized , im jealous of her. i really am.
i wish i could kill her , so he would come back to me.
i was always happy with him , every guy now seems to have something ..
that i just hate about them or annoys me.
he would have done some of the things ( Read more... )

okay , i had this dream last night && i have to jot it down somewhere before i forget because it made me happy :Di am driving around because i was missing mikeyy really bad :/ i passed by his house knowing his dad wouldn't be there anymore :[ so i see no cars so i turn onto the street right after it && park. i sit there && cry for a little till an ( Read more... )

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alot has happened honestly && i can't recall it all. me && mikey broke up && yes , it beyond killed me. but i am better now , i guess ? yes i miss him alot but i changed && i don't dwell. i am a pimp now && i don't plan on changing that unless it was for that right person which only i know who it is. well , elise too lol but shhhhhh ( Read more... )

life has been a journey. these past 2 years alot has happened ; alot of people lost one of the sweetest happiest girls in the world [ Jess ♥ ] , i lost my dog of about 12 years [ Tazzy baby ] , boyfriend , ex-boyfriends , bestfriends , etc. thats all life is , a journey. this is mine && i can't even keep track of it. this summer has been amazing so ( Read more... )