Why am I so awkward around him?

Wish I had something to say, we'd be good friends.

I've got big hairy man- balls.

Yup, it's true.

Uhm, totally took one n a half hours on a psych test, because the actors on stage kept breaking my concentration with their singing. i didn't mind.

almost passed out again today. kind of odd, the period afterward i was fine.

obsessed?

He's wonderful, and I wish I could be friends with him. Seriously- same interests, same friends, same ideas.

I hate being this shy.
Wish he knew that.

Don't you worry, now.

It's gonna all work out.

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Today was interesting, and stuff.
Made up myths, prostates in history class, and ball throwing on the bus.

'Nough Said.

Things are getting to be what I want them to.

I like things a little more.

Today wasn't bad, overall.

I aced my vocab test..  is encomium a real word?  or was someone trying to be funny?

i'm playing with sarah tonight.. that's fun.  i haven't had a social life in awhile.

if you don't call me, then i'll call you.

but, i'm telling you, SOMETHING has got to change.

I feel volatile today.

Maybe that's affecting how I'm thinking.  
But, so be it.

You're not allowed to talk to me anymore, because you're pissing me off.

K.

I think I need to sleep. 

I wish I got along with more people sometimes, just to make life a little bit easier.

It's tough disagreeing with someone, and then having to be polite, even though they really need a slap in the face.

There's a lot of things I miss, and You're not it.

Sorry guys- I haven't been avoiding you, I just have a work schedule and academic schedule now.