This morning i was woken up by a telephone and barking ( Read more... )

my mom asked me why i eat so many peanuts and celery and drink so much soy milk...
so i thought a lot...then again...and realized this

1. i don't eat meat
2. my stomache aches if i eat wheat/flour
3. i can't eat hardly any sugar without feeling sick
4. im basically lactose intolerantso i came to the conclusion that this is why i am obsessed with ( Read more... )

i hate the feeling he/this gives me
its so...new

why do i like things i can never have...

and don't think you know what im talking about...this is abrupt sir

"Love, love will tear us apart.....again"

You could go anywhere.. anytime and find someone ( Read more... )

i had a glance of hell today...
4:30-went to "Friendlys...you bet we are!"
5:30-power went off
5:31-power went on
5:35 power went off again and stayed off till...
6:00- tim gave us a break
6:10-smoked a newport menthol with some girl...menthol..menthol...what the the hell was i thinking
6:30-power went back on and an assload of people came in
6:31 ( Read more... )

Yesterday- i watched two boys juggle bull penis'

Today- i lied to myself

Tomorrow- i probably will forget to kiss you..again

For the rest of my life- i will regret what never happened

BUT as for tonite i will sit and think about all the times i wanted to reach out and touch something that wasn't there
Intangible and suffering
suffering..were ( Read more... )

The way you move makes me cringe ( Read more... )

today i filled my bathtub with cold water.
i held my head under.
my lungs got tight, as if they were to implode.
i saw marvleous colors.
i was ready.
then i realized i never kissed you the way i really wanted to.
i sumerged.
tommorrow ill be ready.

I wear the big glasses in this relationship..no..this society

MURPHY IS AN ASSHOLE AND SO IS HIS LAW

I've realized that whenever i am on the verge of tears or getting extremely upset or wanting to butcher someone into tiny little peices, i tend to turn to comfort in substances.

sometimes legal..most of the time illegalbut thats not important because it's sad that i cannot handle any problems whatsoever ( Read more... )

school is over

yet im still down

so i made a list..

The world would be a better place if...1. if everyone would stop talking about each other ( Read more... )