I had a lot of trouble falling asleep last night because I started thinking about Madison again and how I'm going to be there in 6 short days. It seems like my feelings towards finally going back home are conflicting. I am incredibly excited and happy just thinking about seeing everything again...literally imagining the roads, liberty park, the ( Read more... )

There always comes a time when you realize that someone isn't worth trying for anymore. Sometimes it's heartbreaking, sometimes it doesn't faze you at all, sometimes it's a natural falling out, and sometimes you can't stop fighting to keep it alive. However it happens, I think I've reached that point of no return with you. We've hit a wall, and ( Read more... )

The people that mean the most to me are always the ones that hurt me the worst, and something tells me that I do the same to them, intentionally or not. I'm sad. Envision a chocolate lab puppy stumbling face forward into a pothole out in the pouring rain. That's me right now. You are wrecking me. Most girls go through fights with their best friend ( Read more... )

My upstairs neighbors and friends are all outside on their balcony, which is directly above our porch, which is directly outside my window, and I can hear eveeerrryyyythiiiing. One girl laughs like she is really drunk, like some sort of hyena laugh. And one guy has this really evil bellow. I want to punch them all because I'm sleepy. It took me ( Read more... )

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pakistaaaaan.

I am going to make something of myself. no. matter. what. I don't need approval from anyone, and I can take any hit you throw at me. But no matter what, I promise you that I'm going to not only make it, I'm going to be great at what I do. My original plans can be destroyed, and my fears can be brought out into the open, but by God, I am going to be ( Read more... )

Well, I was settling in for bedtime when Chris called me up for a taco bell run. I went, we ate taco bell, we played around in CVS, and then we drove south to Payne's Prairie to hopefully catch the meteor shower. There were easily at least 50 people out on the dock, but we found a good spot at the very end of it right smack dab in the middle of the ( Read more... )

Something interesting just happened to me. I was doing homework on my bed like a good student when I suddenly thought- HEY. This would be a GREAT time for ice cream. So I go out to the kitchen and start scooping some coffee ice cream for myself (mmmmmm), and it's so frozen and I'm so impatient that I scoop with too much force and a big round blob ( Read more... )

This Entry= anger -> vague but hopeful life exclamations -> highly appropriate song lyrics ( Read more... )

I'm reading this book called Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides (same guy who wrote The Virgin Suicides). It is essentially the fictional life story of a hermaphrodite. It's really bizarre, but it's really interesting. I love reading things and then slowly realizing what's ACTUALLY happening the more I keep reading....like...wait, is he attracted to... ( Read more... )