What a Nightmare!!!!!!!!!

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I did it again I swear I lied down in bed at 8:00pm thinking hoping to fall asleep and hot damn I did. But it did not last long I realize now the first mistake I made. I had went to bed all by myself while Bubba was watchign T.V. hoping if I went to bed before him he would take the hint and come in there and just hold me while I fell asleep. I WAS

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I wonder why you were feeling so horrible :/ I'm sorry you weren't having a very good night. My Aunt Flo just came to visit me and *thankfully* I'm not having a hell-week like I normally do. PCOS is a crappy disease and I seriously used to feel so alone. My parents don't understand that my overweight-ness isn't genetics or anything, its because of this disease and that I'll never lose it unless I have surgery. Not that I am glad you have PCOS, but it helps me knowing that I have someone to talk to about it, that really understands it. Even my GYN will never know what I'm going through, how bad I want kids and that I might never be able to have them. The metformin might be making you sick, I remember feeling like that when I first started taking it, its an icky medicine, but it helps you feel better in the long-run. Check my LJ for my phone # and give me a call sometime. Either that, or e-mail yours to me at jenny@grabertfamily.com I have unlimited long distance so we can talk all day if you want ;) Hang in there Nicole, we all love