dani do not ever ever EVER talk like that. even though i haven't seen you all summer i still love you. i know you feel so lost right now but your life WILL fall back into place soon. things WILL start to make sense again and you WILL feel better. you just have to hold out hope long enough so that you actually CAN feel better.
LOVE. call me if you ever want to talk to me or just hang out or something, okay?
thanks, carolee... we do need to hang out. and i'm trying. i am, but not very hard. i'm hanging in barely. bringing my grandmother home today was way too much. we were barely on tybee when she burst into tears.
have you ever seen an old woman, a grandmother, cry? cry for someone they've been with for over 50 years?
it's ridiculously hard and sad.
i walked her into the house and she cried harder, and more. now i'm about to bring her her mail, which will SUCK because i know she'll still be crying when i go back.
i want to feel better... so bad. but it feels so unattainable right now.
never say that.gingercat7August 27 2007, 17:58:03 UTC
i wish i could express what you mean to me, dani. you're a best friend, a confidant, a welcomed breath of fresh air. i don't know where i would be without you. thinking back on high school, and how we've changed- how everyone has changed so much- is really overwhelming. from sitting on a plane to new york with jesus and carol in 9th grade, to almost graduating high school. through both dating max! through an entire year of schetski! if i listed the good times and inside jokes we've had, i'd be here all week typing. however, if i listed the bad times and fights, i wouldn't have time to blink.
what a long strange trip it has been. and i won't ever forget it either, ever.
no matter where we go in life and what we end up doing, we will always be there for each other. i know it's hard right now to see a light. and i understand, i have been there; it's a dark place. i just want you to know that i'm there for you, always. i promise.
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LOVE. call me if you ever want to talk to me or just hang out or something, okay?
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thanks, carolee... we do need to hang out. and i'm trying. i am, but not very hard. i'm hanging in barely. bringing my grandmother home today was way too much. we were barely on tybee when she burst into tears.
have you ever seen an old woman, a grandmother, cry? cry for someone they've been with for over 50 years?
it's ridiculously hard and sad.
i walked her into the house and she cried harder, and more. now i'm about to bring her her mail, which will SUCK because i know she'll still be crying when i go back.
i want to feel better... so bad. but it feels so unattainable right now.
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what a long strange trip it has been. and i won't ever forget it either, ever.
no matter where we go in life and what we end up doing, we will always be there for each other. i know it's hard right now to see a light. and i understand, i have been there; it's a dark place. i just want you to know that i'm there for you, always. i promise.
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i don't want it to end after this year.
i need a tess to fill my emptiness.
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