Chapter 9: Her

[heretic]

It may sound pathetic, but I have never talked to the person responsible for the most profound changes in my life. As long as I have had conscious thought and memory, I have begged for recollection of advice that has changed me in a positive way from my parents. There really isn't any from my mother. She is a nurturer at heart, and seeks the

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jinx

[ohadieleven]

your entry today expresses everything ive been going through for the last year and 1/2..... my god..... ive learned to fill my own voids, which is rather icolating but alone is better than hurt right?

[anonymous]

hmm...well, I got really drunk last night at Crill's house, and started munching on some frozen bread. I found some whipped cream, and dipped the frozen bread in that. I don't know how I managed, (you've seen what a slob I am when I'm drunk and try to eat) but I ended up getting whipped cream incrusted in my hair. oh well. I also ate a moldy oreo this morning (god damn Mike and his expired food)

So anyways, I really missed you last night (still do), and whined at all my friends about it for hours. I got really bitchy to Kali and ended up rolling her off the couch while she was asleep at Mikes. I guess the real question is, do I have a point to this or am I just taking up space? oh yea, didn't you want me to rip you to pieces? :) ok, well, your picture is still cute, and uh, I think you mispelled a word or two. I really like the personality in your writing, and the subtle way you've added yourself into it.
Think about that.

:)
Melanie

[anonymous]

You write beautifully. You have the most admireable way of thinking about things:-)
I have to agree with you, the more perfect something/someone seems the more you will get hurt. I say "will" because I'm a pessimist, unfortunately. I would probably get more out of life if I wasn't, but I've been dark for a long time, and I'll probably always be. Come by my journal sometime. I can't write like you do, and I doubt I can think like you, but I believe I feel like you. Dark~Anna (http://www.deadjournal.com/users/darkana) or (http://ana-anna.diaryland.com) or °mond~schein° at http://wwww.teenopendiary.com