My thighs are sore. I hurt them because I don't know what else to do. I pushed myself today, perhaps harder than I should have. I want to run. I want to run until I simply can't go further. I want to go until I fall to the unforgiving pavement, fall upon it like I fall upon my unforgiving barriers...scrape my knee like I scrape those around me ( Read more... )

I've been toying with this chain for what seems like forever. It's sort of my personal rosary. I have no idea how to spell that word. It offers an ear, so I whisper sweet nothings to it. I pray for a chance in this life and the next. I think I might carry it with me always, just for fun. I love the way it sinks into my skin, becoming a part ( Read more... )

It's been months since I've been in the mood to listen to this song and truly live it. I hate the fact that it is my sole comfort at this point. I don't know if I can repress tears right now, which would be another odd happening for this time of year. It's been a few weeks since I last shed my sour friends, and before then it was months. I don' ( Read more... )

"I really don't mind what happens now and then ( Read more... )