Mushroom found my spirit animal ( Read more... )

I deserve redemption ( Read more... )

i experienced an indwelling of the Great Invisible Holy Spirit, I experienced satori.

Since then Ive recorded three songs.

Im still a punk rock queen
Ive just been having a bad dream.

this morning i woke up in misery fought through it into ecstacy it slipped away again madness just madness, well the demons ate my soul so fucking what theres no end to the light the light of the universe is boundless ill borrow some of that light and some safety pins and duct tape and patchwork things and make a new soul i will have control i will ( Read more... )

starpeople starpeople show me the way show me the way ( Read more... )

surviving
mustmaintainthis state of conciousness
iam finally accessing my power
must maintain
stay awake

im disapearing

the christians prayed for me and told me im a man of God

i still dont know what i am

im fading

I am Me, I am Me
i have come from the dark sea

into the arms of Mother Night
i have found my sacred sight

(to the rhythm of skipping steps)today I met with an energy healer ( Read more... )

dry eyes scan the cluttered hacker house ( Read more... )

nestled in the hacker house
soon time will run out
my songs are trickling out slow as sap
through the crushing hands of some elusive despair

trying to add color to a colorless life
trying to bring life to dead days
wasting away in bed
a beautiful fey girl takes me out for coffee
calls me the grim reaper and makes me smile