Why do I do this to myself? ...I'll never know ( Read more... )

Certain situations just hurt real bad. And this feeling I have inside me is awful. A part of me is content and there's that other part of me that's completely miserable and restless. And lately these two feelings keep clashing...bad.

I need something, I just don't know where to find it anymore.

Eating a bag of salsa doritos and drinking a coke after you get off work, is very comforting.

And that's about as good as it's going to get...for tonight at least.

They're trying hard to put me in my place ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night, and you were in it. It was like I went back in the past in my dreams, it was night and we snuck out of your house and we couldn't stop laughing. It was so realistic ( Read more... )

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO THE UNIVERSITY OF NORTH CAROLINA AT CHARLOTTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so happy I'm shaking and my heart is beating so freakin' fast...
is this really happening?

I'm so happy, you don't understand!!!!!!!!

AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you promises still count when you made them about 6 months ago, but you're not entirely close to that person anymore?
hmm.

Last night was fun, I laughed, I danced, I partied and I yelled... alot.
It was exactly what I needed.
And I had all this fun with the coolest person evvverrrrrrrrr!!!!!

xoxo

UNCC found my trancripts and now when I go to the website to check on my application status it says "APPLICATION COMPLETE"!! whoop whoop...
now all I gotta do is just... wait. bleh.

I'll update Saturday with more and PICTURES!!!!
Get excited!

Love always

I'm about to have a huge breakdown.
If I get an e-mail tomorrow from UNCC telling me that they didn't get my transcripts and that I'm going to have to wait until December to apply again, I could possibly fall apart. It's all a bunch of crap! I sent the freakin transcripts a month ago. SOMEONE has them.

This is stupid. and I'm all upset.

This girl from work, whom I would consider a friend, called me today and we were talking about some stuff. After I get off the phone my Dad asks me who I was talking to and I tell him ( Read more... )